Is it good or bad?

I try to think good things about saying goodbye but I don't think saying goodbye is a good thing at all. It's like someone is ripping your heart out and stabbing it with a knife over and over again. No matter who it is with it always hurts. It hurts because you don't know if that was going to be the last times you ever talk to them again. There isn't anything good about saying goodbye. Nobody will understand what this means but I do!