I have feelings to!

I am done trusting anybody! The only one I actually did trust back stabbed me like everybody else has. Don't tell me your my friend if your not going to back stab me. I want to be treated like a human being not someone that people think they can use me or hurt me in the end. I don't get how hard it is to realize that I have feelings to. People think that I am this person who can take anything and that I am never affected but that isn't true at all. I am affected by everything people do to me no matter what it is. When people say they actually care and that they aren't going to hurt me like everybody else, I'm not going to just trust what you say until I know for sure. I never understand why people don't believe that I don't have feelings. I am just like you, I feel everything you do. I am just a girl that wants to be loved and cared about thats it. I want friends that I can actually call friends. I want a boyfriend that wants to spend time with me. I want a mom that I can actually says she cares. I want people to realize that I have feelings and I'm not a person who can they walk all over.