cheaters will always be cheaters

Have you been to that point that you are done? Well I am to that point! I am so done with stupid people thinking that they can sit there and use me for everything!!! I am tired of being hurt by people! I don't think people actually realize that it hurt me every time they do stuff like that! If you tell someone that you love them do not turn around and hurt them. It makes no sense why people do it in the first place. He acts like I don't know and that he is a good player. Well I have news for all the guys who think they can hurt the girls and for the girls who think they can hurt guys because it all hurts the same way! I don't agree with backstabbing your friends and I don't agree with people using others just because they think its funny because its not.
It hurts every time you say you love me. It hurts every time you hug me and say that everything will be okay. When its not going to okay and we both know it. I just want it to all stop! I just want everything to be okay and I know that it wont happen when we are together. I don't think you realize how bad it hurts to say that. It kills me to say that because I always thought you were going to be different from all the rest, but your not. It hard to admit that you have been hurting me for a long time. Do you know how many people told me that you wouldn't be different and that I will end up getting hurt? Everybody did, and I always said that you would be different and everybody should give you another chance. I should of listened to everybody else. I know people deserve a second chance and people deserved to be loved,but nobody deserves to be hurt!
I feel like the bad person now because I pushed everybody away because I listened to you. I should of listened to the people who actually cared. Don't you dare think its going to be easy for me to go on because its not. I trusted you and all you did was take my heart out and stomped on it every chance you got! Every time you told me that I can trust you, that you love me, that you were different and you would never hurt me but look who gets hurt in the end! You are a good person inside but you don't act like the person I know you are. You act like this big bad person when all you want is to be loved. I tried to do that but obviously I wasn't good enough. The only difference is that you will move on like you don't even know you, and it will take me time to move on because I actually cared. When people say that cheaters will always be cheaters they are not lying!