I want you back

Have you ever said "I love you" just because wanted them to know you care?  People say I love you is used to much but I don't think its used enough. You never know when  your going to lose someone that is important to you! Your not only going to lose someone when they pass away. You can lose someone in many ways!
I lost the most important thing in my life! I lost my mom and I know deep down inside me that I will never get her back. She lives 20 minutes away from me and all I want to hear is her tell me she loves me and that she misses me, but she barely talks to me anymore. I try to call her or text her every day, but some days I think to myself why do I try anymore. I know she works and she does a great job at what she does. I just want my mom back! She always had time for us when we were little and when we were growing up. Ever since she got married she doesn't have any time for us kids. I just want my mom back!