I am back

I havent't felt this safe in a long time! I don't have to pretend to be someone else. I haven't smiled this much in a long time. For the longest time I thought I didn't deserve to be happy but I do. I miss being this happy. It feels good to be back to myself again. I never realized how unhappy I was until now. I always hid who I was so people couldn't hurt me. I'm still carefull of who I let in but I let a lot more people in. People say that I have always been a happy person but I really haven't. I always had to be someone else. I thought no one would like me for who I actually was. I am glad that I have friends and a boyfriend that accepts me for who I am. People ask me all the time why I hang out with the people I do and all I say is that they accept me for who I am and they don't sit there and judge me for what I do or what I have done. I am happy with my life right now! I am back!